"I'm hard to love, hard to love...

...I don't make it easy!"

  I am not creative so yes, I let song lyrics head up my posts. It is easier. Otherwise, they would all be title-less. Much like all my emails are subject-less- I sit and think for like 10 minutes only to discover I can't figure out any relevant subject lines that don't sound dumb as bricks and then just send it.

Anyhow, as I have previously mentioned- I am a working girl again... well not a "working girl" but a girl who has a job. It is a legitimate job. I feel like I should distinguish between the two just to avoid any awkward conversations later :) But I digress, so I have broadened my horizons and met new people and feel like I should make a "who I am" post to allow people to delve into the REAL me. 

1. I am loud. I can't help it. I do not have an "indoor voice" I am not yelling (well some of the time). I am just speaking and it is loud. I can't help it. Thank my Daddy for that one. 

2. You will know when I am yelling. There are 2 types though: I am either yelling AT you (which means you have done something to warrant said yelling) or I am yelling TOWARD you (this means you are not the one warranting the yelling however I am angry and cannot express said anger without yelling. Fix the problem though) 

3. I am Italian and I don't like sausage. Get over it. 

4. I cry. A lot. If I am happy: I cry. If I am sad: I cry. If I am frustrated: I cry. It just happens. 

5. I have ZERO control over my emotions. I can't help it. I wear my heart on my sleeve and cannot "just get over it" or "forget about it". 

6. There comes a point between frustration and blowing up anger in which I begin to shake and I cry (SHOCKER!!) at this point 1 of 2 things can happen- As a friend, you can talk to me and allow me to vent and work my way back down the pissed off ladder OR I can continue to go up the pissed off ladder and will inevitably end up saying and/or doing something someone will regret (not me- I never regret anything I do but someone will :P ) Thanks Mommy :) 

7. My favorite color is green (threw ya off didn't it) 

8. I love Country Music ! The good stuff though- 90s songs. Even Tim McGraw has pissed me off selling out with his newest song. I refuse to listen to the entire thing after hearing him say something about his ipod "bumping" in the first 30 seconds of the song. 

9. I love hoodies! Give me a hoodie and I will be your best friend. Leave a hoodie at my house- suck it up buttercup you ain't getting that back. (unless it is a team other than WVU, OSU, or the Steelers. If that is the case it will get burned)

10. I shoot guns. I love it. And, I am pretty darn good at it. If New York didn't have stupid ass gun laws I would shoot every week. Stupid New York

11. I love food. I eat a lot. I am also 27 and have heard every "geesh you need to eat" or "what do you eat an m&m a day??" joke out there. I can't help my size/weight. One day it will all catch up to me and I will be 300 pounds of blubber because I will never change my eating ways. Hence why my butt has become ginormous. 

12. I am addicted to Dr. Pepper. This is another way to win my friendship. Give me Dr. Pepper. I drink it all damn day long. I blame my parents for not allowing me to drink soda growing up. (Sorry Mom and Dad- didn't want to sell you out but this can't possibly be my fault. I refuse to admit it.) 

13. I am stubborn. I am also always right. You can't  make me believe other wise. If I tell you that I was/am wrong you better revel in it and enjoy because it is rare. This is not cocky- it is stubborn. Hence why I chose the song lyrics I did for my title (It all makes sense now doesn't it!!!!!!) 

14. I fight hard, but I love harder. I will do anything and everything for anyone I care about. It is my nature. However, I am not stupid. Do not use me or treat me poorly. I have dealt with it most of my life and am finally at the point where I can and will stand up for myself. 

and the number 15 thing you should know about me is..... *drum roll please*.................

.............................................chicken............... wait what was I talking about? 

Oh .... yeah! Number 15- I get distracted easily sometimes. It happens. Things pop in my head (often times it will see super random to you but to me somehow and someway it connected to what I was just saying/doing). Doesn't mean I don't care. Just means I am a little slow... LOL just kidding. Sort of. 

so to my old friends- if you think of something relevant that someone needs to know about me post it (but it better not be embarrassing, refer back to points 2 and 6). And to the new ones- hang on- it's a crazy ride being friends with me. I actually sort of feel sorry for you .... haha... just kidding................ or am I????? DUN DUN DUNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN

Chicken 

"Today the sun is shinin’ on me...

 ...Sitting with my feet in the breeze Ain’t sweating the little things And who knows what tomorrow is gonna bring But today, the sun, shinin’ on me"

I was told today that people are missing my blog posts. If you didn't know I deleted the one I had previously because I was sure no one was reading it and now I am sad that I didn't back it up. But alas, that is how I roll. Doing dumb things I regret months later :P 

There have been a few changes in the Cunningham household- I am a working woman now! (*cha-ching*) I have a full time supervisory position and while it is crazy a lot of the times, I love it. I feel like I do the job well and since I am a pro at rolling with the punches, I can do other jobs too just as well. I have made a lot of bomb diggity friends since I started. They are crazy and I heart them. They make the job as awesome as it it. BUT with the long hours, I have had to step down as an FRG Leader (which by the way I got 4 awards for this summer!!) because, unlike many people think, the job does require a lot of attention and I just cant give that time to the FRG when I would rather give it to my family. 

The kids started school this week! *eep!! Miss Aiden (or fluffer nutter as I like to call her) started KINDERGARTEN!!!!!!! And it kills me knowing nothing about her day. I mean I get "I had a peanut butter sandwich" and "we sang a song but I don't know it" and that is about the extent of it. But she is loving it and that is all that matters. 
Trey-bug- begged me to stay home the second day. Actually his exact words were "But you never let me stay home!!" Kid- you were home for 3 months. Suck it up, buttercup. 

So this is my short "I'm Back' posting! Will get back to ya soon!!